001 Why I had to start a blog

45 minutes on the timer. Go.

[deep breath]

Where to begin? I’ll start by telling you that everything I’m writing is a thoughtthat I’m having. Everything contained in this post is a thoughtthat my awarenesshas captured. Everything here is the voice inside my head. Where do these thoughts come from? From myself? Or from somewhere else?

This morning I started reading a book called The Surrender Experiment, by Michael A. Singer. The book is about the awareness he had one day of the voice inside his head, and what he decided to do about it. To make a long story short, he started to ignore the voice in his head and focus on the needs and 

No, I’m trying too hard. Deep breath. What am I trying to say? Well, I don’t want to try, that’s the whole point…….

Who am I writing for? Myself? My friends? Family? My life coach? My girlfriend? Total strangers? Why am I sad?

What does the universe want from me right now?

Should I go back and try to explain what happened today?

That feels unauthentic. Why did it feel so good to imagine writing everything down later? Maybe that’s what the universe wanted from me right then.

 Maybe I should just publish this, nonsensical and incomplete randomness.

Hahahahahaha that’s exactly what I need to do! Get the garbage out of the way.

Everything is temporary.

None of this is about me.

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